The Longer I sit....
The longer I sit back and wait, the more agitated and aggravated I get because of the EW. I have made the attempt to have a conversation with her... NO Luck thus far... (she is probably waiting to make sure her sister is with her so they can gang up on me...) And I am sure I will be getting "A talking to" by my Hubby and my MIL, because in their eyes, she can do no wrong.... and I am doing everything I can to shut my mouth and breathe...
I am so tired of listening to ever single person (Except my SIL) in my ILF telling me I am the crazy one, and that I have absolutely no idea what the hell I am doing because I do not have children of my own... I am not medically able to have children... but that gets thrown in my face every time I turn around as well.... I feel like I am losing my mind... I only have a few friends that I can talk to about ME... and only one person I can talk to about being a step parent... and neither of them are close in distance to where I am... My Husband is an over the road truck driver... so, to have a conversation with him means him getting stressed out while he is driving...
I am tired of being angry. I am tired of being stressed. I am tired of defending myself over and over and over. I just had major back surgery and she thinks I am making excuses to not see the children... I could not walk because of my surgery, and she claims I was making excuses... She even has my SDs 14 years old friend brainwashed and cussing me out on a public forum.... I am so over her and her family and her crap...
Most of all I am so tired of her lieing to the children to put herself on this pedastool... and lieing to my MIL about me and making up lies about the kids just to make my life miserable....
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Don't defend yourself. It
Don't defend yourself. It really is no one else's business what is going on in your life. You are not a child. Your husband should NEVER be giving you "a talking to." If there is tension in your home, there should be a discussion between you and your husband and you both should work out a compomise. People will only treat you the way you allow them to treat you.
TOTALLYBOGUS: You are right,
TOTALLYBOGUS: You are right, My husband just want to have peace and in return it allows her to control him still, 6 years after their divorce. I am just at my wits end trying to figure out how to have a peaceful visitation time with the kids. Now, I find out that on Our Weekend, she is making sure the older two children have other things to do besides come to our home...
ALL I WANT TO DO IS SCREAM! I am fed up with her ignorance...
Just don't fall into it. Be
Just don't fall into it. Be there if your husband wants to talk, but really, why do you care if they come or not. Take yourself out of the equation and just be a shoulder for hubby.