Got back home last night from taking my bio kids back to my hometown to visit family and friends. It was nice to get away (Left SS and DH at home cuz SS had to work) and actually talk to people instead of walking around feeling uncomfortable. I HAD to come back home because my mom was getting all mad at me asking me why I came back home without my husband (cuz she doesn't think that its right) My mom and I don't see eye to eye sometimes. Thats another story.
I have been thinking a lot lately and since i tried to bring the issues out on the table my DH has been distant and not as affectionate. We went to his BS graduation and he kept kissing me and being all affectionate in front of his ex. Am i just a tool that he can use to make his ex jealous or something? His wife just sent him an email saying stop beating around the bush. Why do you hate me so much? (Thats another weird situation I will get into later) These are things that i observe and it does make me feel like crap and i feel like i have no one to talk to abt it who really cares.
Had my elbow drained and steroids injected for the second time last Monday due to a 15ft fall in December. I had a couple half days at work due to not being able to use that arm. I got home at around 10 am both days just as DW was leaving foe work with SS15 in tow. Got into a heated discussion about how to make up for the missed time (I'm self employed) and to be honest I just said yes dear and went and laid down.