My SS11 normally comes to the house every other weekend but because of corona he hasn't, just trying to keep him in one place with no exposure. Every weekend he's supposed to be here since COVID-19 has happened he doesn't want to come anymore(because he's afraid he'll get the virus?). Is it awful that I take a sigh of relief every time he says he doesn't want to come?

I have been "raising" my SS8 and SD5 since they were 4 and 1. We have a rather unique situation as their BM is my wife. She married the kids BF because that was the "right thing to do" but knew for years she was a lesbian. We fell fast into love, moving in together and she insisted she wanted me to help raise the kids as if they were mine. To say the last few years have been challenging would be an understatement. Fortunately, she and I are a great team. That is the blessing and curse.