Wow! Loving Yourself is easy when you let it happen.  I've struggled for so long..controlling my PTSD and Depression has been a journey! But I'm not giving up! I've been doing well..even though the SO is having silent moments.  But its making them think.  I'm smiling more! I even put on alittle make up. My pottery is working well......you know I am actually happy! It took many years many therapists and a lot of tears but I'm here! I'm alive! OMG!!!