Today I'm really feeling like an evil evil step mom and I didn't want it to come to this. We've dealt with so much BS from BM and SK's the 6 months. DH doesn't handle his business at all. I end up having to take control to ensure that we don't suffer from his lack of caring. The current issue? BM decided to "punish" DH for forcing her to seek counseling for SS14 who is suicidal. He stole razor blades from their home and snuck them into MY HOME and hid them in my home....I have 2 small children in the home. Bm opened a full service case with child support....no biggie, oh well...she will be "fee'd" to death over that choice lol What I have a problem with is the child support office sent a withholding orders to his main employer and his military....so this bitch is going to end up getting $1300 in CS this month and DH could have prevented it had he been proactive! So now we are screwed this month and for the next few months, looks like I will be forced to take a break from college this summer
My other gripe is this bitch wants us to keep one of the kids for 2 weeks while they do "home renovations" US...meaning ME, because DH is working and only home late in the evenings....I absolutely REFUSE to be responsible for goody goody step brat. I'm holding a lot of resentment towards her and I know I shouldn't. It's because of her mother and my husband....he is so quick to jump down my bs8 throat for any and everything....yet his princess gets away with everything! Her mother has always treated me like absolute DIRT, and I've always been expected to take on SK when she needs help when DH was out of town for work. I'm tired of being the babysitter and the door mat. I'm sick of SD and SS and DH and BM. I have a BS8 from a previous, who has no father involved...never has. I don't receive CS and the state does NOTHING about it....I never ask DH to watch my kid. EVER. Why am I always expected to watch his? Why do I feel so evil step momish??? Am I just at my breaking point? I don't know where to go from here. DH and I had a baby last August....I love him, and I don't want to end my marriage. Talking to him is a waste of time.....it goes in one ear and out the other. He's ADD and getting thru to him is impossible as hell and the most frusterating task. Which is funny because my BS8 is ADHD and DH is constantly yelling at him for having to "repeat" himself. How do ya think I feel about having to repeat our talks DH? I just feel like smacking every one of them out of my life and just going on about my own life with my 2 children....but I can't. I need advice.....