I dont like my step kids
HI this is my first time here, I recently had my boyfriend move in ( in June ) . I have known him for over 10 years. We were both married to other people before and met years later after splitting form our spouses. I have a 23 year old son that doesnt live at home ( hes all grown up ) . My boyfreind has 2 kids 14 and 7 both boys. He gets them everyother weekend friday to sunday. I know this doesnt sound like alot of time, but to me it is. At first when he moved in and we had the kids every other weekend it wasnt so bad. Now i cant stand coming home on the weekends that they are home. I work a hard full time job and on fridays i like to go home and relax, walk the dog, watch a show, make dinner ect.. I feel when they are over i have to constanly cook, clean, dishes, laundry and i feel like i dont have MY house. They take over the living room and my space, I had my son at 21 ( early in life ) because i didnt want to be tied down to kids in my later life. I have done it all already. Soccer with my son for 16 years, bed time stories, games,, kids movies, plays, concerts, all of it. Im so in love with my boyfriend, he truly is the love of my life. I really dont think i am going to survive having the kids every other weekend. I know they will grow up one day, but can i make it till then ? I just feel sooooo freaking stressed out its effecting my health, and at this point our relationship . I know there is someone out there that feels like this , there has to be.