I overstepped and now I'm embarrassed
My DH has been having me pick up his son for his scheduled parenting time for the last year because I'm a SAHM to our own toddler. I was always fine with it because I felt equal in the relationship. When BM needs to drop SS off for parenting time early for her convenience and it's just me and DS here I've allowed it. Ive kept SS during parenting time that DH wasn't home so SS and DS could see eachother. All of this made me believe that I was equally important and qualified as a parent. I was starting to feel like our relationship was going in the right direction. I even asked her if she wanted to get together to take the kids out outside of parenting time. However I know what I'm about to say is going to seem petty but, I tried following BM on social media so I could keep up with SS and see pictures when we don't have him and she deleted my request. Now I feel like I've had the whole thing wrong the whole time. I'm extremely embarrassed. I hate being a SM. I try so hard with her and SS and I still feel unwanted.