I hate my step kids and I am starting to hate my husband
I had to leave tonight- yup just walked out and went shopping. I left mumbling under my breath outside how much I hate those kids and I don't want to do this....blah blah blah blah.
I worked all day and started hearing about all the things he did with them and our bio son. Then I started to feel resentful because when my 2 boys come, he sits on his fuckin ass. He says "they don't want to do anything with him"...Yeah thats because he is a prick to them and ignores all the ignorant shit his kids do. I just got fed up. Fed the fuck up. The two of his kids were wrestling and beating on each other downstairs, like what the fuck. He acts like a dad with his head in the clouds. If one of my kids were downstairs wrestling against his, he'd be right on it.
I feel terrible but I hate them.
I feel awful but I hate him.
I wish I would have met someone with no kids. No baggage. Nothing. I just ran away tonight crying. Tired from working 6 days this week, emotional from a long day, and tired of watching superdad show up 4 days a month when his brats get there.
Fuck you superdad.
I locked myself in my bedroom till those little shits go to bed. Then I can feel some level of peace and quiet.