Things are Going Fine - Still Grieving
Some days are better than others. Kind of down right now because I just had surgery on my one leg. Went well and I am healing nicely.
I occasionally catch myself doing that hindsight stuff, what if I had known what I found out about his daughter earlier. Why didn't I see the first warnings.
The answer to the last part of that is that I wasn't looking for anything like she was. I had not spent alot of time around her and she is capable of hiding what she is for short period of time. To blame is my husband who KNEW what she was and allowed her to take her illness out on me. But that is water under the bridge.
Scully is fine and a good furry friend. Granddaughter takes him for his walks these days, but he still heads for G'ma's room to see whatis going on.
My ex-stepdaughter, the good one, checks in with me occasionally. She is a sweetheart. She has had no contact with the Twit, as far as she is concerned they are totally done. She was saying how angry she is with her father (now deceased) because of what he allowed her crazy sister to do to both him and I. I think she is harbouring some undeserved guilt that she couldn't do more to separate her Father from the Twit. Perhaps then he would still be alive and we would be together. I told her not to feel guilty, what happened with her father and the Twit had nothing to do with her. He just couldn't let her go, felt guilty that no one else wanted anything to do with her, etc.
WEll, folks, can't sit with my leg down too long so I will get along.
To all those out there, LIFE IS TOO SHORT NOT TO MAKE THE BEST OF IT FOR YOURSELF. REMEMBER--NOTHING CHANGES WHEN NOTHING CHANGES.