Where do I come into it?
So after a few quiet weeks, last month I was packing and came so close to leaving, we had respect issues, I thought things were finally sorted, silly me, Bf said to me yesterday, oh by the way I've booked two weeks off in August, one of those weeks Sd6 will be staying, oh and Ss15 will be staying next weekend and Sd, where the **** do I come into things, I said to him, who books holidays without speaking to their partners? You should have asked me first, oh he says and looks crushed, why can't he think more? Im furious, last year Sd stayed for a week and it was hell, Daddy lets her do what she wants to, her behaviour has been better lately, largely due to me, he used to say I was too hard on her, yet she loves me to bits, the thing is she lives round the corner, why does it have to be a week? She won't see her friends for a week, Im thinking of ways to not be here during that week, serves him right as far as Im concerned, my training to be a lifestyle coach starts the last week of August, if only it was earlier, Im not sure how I feel about the whole thing, I thought we were moving forward.