This week with SD's was hell.
The disappointment I feel when I look at their faces is enough to make me want to throw up sometimes. I feel like a horrible person for even feeling that way about a child. Disappointment, resentment, anger. The thought, "I wish you would just go in the other room now" etc.
This week just started off with a bad feeling. Sd11 had an attitude. That 11 year old, prissy "I'm in middle school now and I have a locker now and so I'm a tween and entitled to grown up attention" I tell her to do something and I'd get "eeehhh, I don't think so, I should do this, I'll do it later because of this" both girls have been firing back over everything, so stupid.
Sd8 decided to invite her mom on our planned family outing to a park event, through text on her iPod. Not okay. Family event, no exes! DH had to have the awkward conversation with sd which did not go down well. BM didn't end up coming, but she was planning to at first.
On the family outing the girls complained the whole time. Ruined the trip. I tried taking pics and sd11 refused to smile and turned around. They had fun things for kids and she even did some things. They are just brats and don't appreciate culture! (Culture event) maybe if Miley Cyrus were there they would care...
Anyway I just wanted to vent. That's not even all, but feels good typing at least that out. Their selfishness and inability to follow the rules and use their head just makes me not even care to look at them. Can't wait till they leave for a week tmrw!