TTC for my first child — super overwhelmed
Let me start off by saying that I have a fantastic husband who is tremendously supportive. He has two children (11 & and we have been TTC without any success. There is an age gap between us, so I am putting additional pressure on myself for this to happen sooner rather than later. DH has been extremely supportive and “isn’t worried”, while I feel completely out of control.
DH and his ex had to go to a fertility clinic to conceive their 2nd child and now we’ve been told by my doctor that we need to go their as well (it’s the best one in our area). His ex is absolutely horrendous and kind of terribly omni-present. So now, I feel even worse that he’s already had all of these child firsts with her and it’s like I’m repeating that. They had their first very easily. I just feel so discouraged. I feel like, I love this man so much, why does this have to be so hard and on top of that, we have to deal with his idiot ex which serves as a reminder that he already has kids.
just feel like I’m spinning out of control and looking to you all for a bit of advice or comfort. Thank you all in advance.