Today I did something for me
The past year and a half has really taken a toll on me psychologically. With everything that's been going on I haven't felt like myself.
No one tells you how hard it is to deal with stepkids and all their baggage. No one tells you how hard it is to have an SO that is failing at parenting.
I'm just glad that my SO has had an epiphany of sorts and I hope he stays the path and does not regress into his old ways.
I have been dealing with a lot of anxiety and stress and even bouts of depression.
I realized that I finally needed to get help for this and my doctor prescribed me medicine today.
It was really hard to ask for help. And even harder to admit I am having emotional issues.
I'm sure having a baby exacerbated these feelings with all the hormones.
Anyway, I'm staying hopeful that I'll have a turn around soon.