This quarantine is taking a toll on me
The longer I'm in the this the more I realize I don't want to be a stepmom. To make a long story short I do feel a big reason I feel this is way is because of the issues I have with my husband and the issues I have with BM. More issues with my husband obviously. We have 2 children together and they are a handful one of my children has special needs and I'm tired and overwhelmed. I can't handle anymore children and that's the honest truth. I know some of you might say I knew what I was getting into and I'm an adult and I knew he had a kid when I married him but I'm running out of steam. It's hell when step kid comes over. There's more work, dishes, laundry, cooking and cleaning. I put my kids to bed and hide in my room because I'm just tired. My relationship with my husband is horrible to say the least for many years I worked really hard to make him happy and took care of his kid when BM wanted to play games and drink with her friends 4 days a week. After many years of crap from BM, disrespect from SD and no respect from my husband I want nothing to do with it. I'm seriously exhausted and I'm wondering if any of you feel similar. Anyone so tired you just don't want to deal with it anymore? Just need some help here.