its been a stressful night and im on a roll.
i have a big family, lots of cousins and aunts/uncles. about a year ago, when having a particularly tough time being a stepmom, i vented alot on fb. not always about sd, but also about feeling bummed in life BECAUSE of sd. anyways, one of my aunts had sent me a message about 'not liking the person' i am becoming. anoher aunt messaged me about my language.
the first aunt has a son who is an aspiring rapper. he's good, but his lyircs are that of most rappers these days---cursing, sex, drugs, ghett life. he adds links to his songs and also puts lyrics as status'. she boasts about her sons acheivments with his rapping.
the language aunt has been using the same foul language in HER status' lately.
im pissed. also, i have noticed that the language aunt has commented on my other cousins walls and shows an interest in their lives, good and bad parts. me? nada. recently got engaged (but its on hold for now--read other post) and not one congrats from language aunt. other aunt said she heard a 'rumor' about it and when i confirmed she didnt answer back.
u all may be thinking they dont like bf, and basing it on past status' ect....maybe who knows idk.
just venting...sigh what a night.