My marriage is over.
A lot of things have happened and I can’t say step life was fully to blame but it was a huge part of it. Always coming in last our children playing second fiddle, me always being treated like the enemy took a real toll on me. I became so bitter and angry. So angry that it started to show. I resented my inlaws do much because if their favoritism always running for BM while I took care of everything alone. My husband resented me for not putting in enough effort as I put my children first. It’s now constant fighting and we’re planning on mediation but I want a lawyer. He considered taking me for full custody of my kids for no reason and he wants to keep the house he wants me to move out. He goes on and on about how I knew what I was getting into and I couldn’t handle it. The truth is he’s right I couldn’t BMs bitterness and anger coddling SD I’m not scared of being without him or being divorced but what comes next. I need to be able to financially support my kids but because he has a child previously to ours I get less. He’s going to fight me but I need all the financial support I can get as I am unemployed. My inlaws are putting together money for a lawyer for him and they are all bad mouthing me that I was a bitch. And the truth is I am a bitch now this type of marriage turned me into one. 4 year marriage a 2 year old girl a 4 year old boy with autism and I’m getting divorced