Its been a terrible night
I cant sleep again, but not because I am not tired..
at 4pm I got the phone call every parent dreads.. its my bio 21 yr old daughter, screaming in the phone "we called the ambulance, there is blood everywhere I think he is dead oh my god mom help me help me mom".. that is all the information I had when I went to find my babygirl.. I freaked out, SS13, bio kids 9 and 8 were here,I had to leave,I have to say ss13 pulled thru, dont know how he did it.. (read other posts he is not right).. when I was on the phone crying and screaming to get my daughter to tell me where she was ss13 took the other kids in another room and turned the tv up loud, he took the phone called his dad at work to get him to come home...
Got to the scene of the accident, before the ambulance, my daughter is fine, her dad was driving her van and she was following him in his car when her dad came over a hill into a dip and right there was a motorcycle doing a uturn.. her dad hit him, he died on impact, my daughter seen it, so did her friend (whose brother died in a car accident not to long ago).. the ex is ok..I didnt know he was there, he was taken to the hospital and released..
I seen things I didnt want to see, and can not stop seeing that poor man, I cant get his family out of my mind... he was on vaca and was turning around cuz him and his friend on another motorcycle were lost, the sound of my duaghter will not leave my head..
Please pray for my daughter, her father, the man who lost his life and his family.. they are all going to need alot of strengh to deal with this.
I am glad ss13 pulled thru for me when I needed it most.. gotta give credit where credit is due.
tonight has been a huge reality check.. I am going to be looking at my life and situation carefully and choosing priorities with care because in an instant your life can be taken from you or change forever...