I was dumped and discarded after 5 years together
I was told I was not capable of being a full time mom even though I was always good with his kids and nice to them. I also work two jobs. I am beyond devastated. Our entire relationship has been back and forth and ups and downs because of his temper, my disconnecting and his willingness to get angry and kick me out of his house if I am not perfect with his kids or god forbid I call his kids out on their behavior. I was always nice to them but I do not like entitled people who are not nice to me at times. I blame myself for disconnecting as much as I did and leaving when he told me to and not spekaing to him for long periods of time. However I was hurt. I am a high anxiety person anyways who is prone to depression and anxious thoughts anyways and I am not dealing with this well at all. My ex and his kids were my life for the past five years as I have little family where I live. The final straw was him going off and raging on me after spending the day with his daughter who was snotty to me. He was also mad because I stopped paying for his kids meals and activities and only paid for my own. We were not married and his kids were being ungracious. I disconnected and he went off on me and kicked me out. I am not delaing with this well at all. He has already met someone new and I just don't understand what I did to deserve this when I made my life all about him. We were supposed to get married and have a life together and it makes me feel like everything was fake. Right now my depression and anxiety are threw the roof and I cannot sleep.