I can’t do this anymore.
I’m done. I’m done acting like a mother to a kid who isn’t mine in done with a. Husband who doesn’t appreciate how hard I try with his son and our son. I’m done not getting help from him I seriously can’t do this anymore. We’ve only been married 8 months and I’m ready to jump ship. Only reason I can’t drag myself to do it is because I cry at the thought of losing my son 50% of the time. I’m a SAHM and I spend every moment of every day with him and it would break my heart not to have him full time. My husband doesn’t help. He is selfish and entitled. His family gave him everything he wanted growing up and still does. His mother will come into town and do everything for his son while my husband just slacks off and sleeps all day. He doesn’t ever get me a break with our son. I can’t remember the last time I got a break. I’m need time for me and I don’t get it and I’m beginning to go crazy. Tonight I got home from traveling theee hours with my baby to see my grandparents and as I pull into the driveway he got home too. He ran straight inside didn’t wave didn’t stop to ask if I needed help. Meanwhile it’s 25 degrees and I have to take the 20 lb baby in his car seat, his two bags, my bags, inside while he just goes on in without even bothering to ask if I need help. I got inside and was pissed and told him I really could’ve used your help out there and he was like “oh uhhhh I wanted to see the package on the porch” I started feeding my son after that and asked if maybe he could help to which he agreed and then just sat there on the couch staring at the wall not getting g up to help!!!! I had to feed him and bathe him. I do everything every single night and I’m exhausted. I need help and he doesn’t care. He just gets angry when I ask and when he finally decides to help he half asses everything and it’s sad. Is my husband being awful? Am I being ridiculous?