How do people do this?
I was already feeling down for the evening because BF had been on the phone with BM for 15 minutes. Granted, they only discussed the holiday visitation schedules, but still. A year and a half into this relationship and I'm still not used to the whole BM/SS situation. Then, we're watching a movie and SS5 calls. BF goes to another room to talk to him like he usually does while I just sit there with the movie on pause for probably 10-15 minutes. I know BM jumped on the phone because he told me they had to discuss a little incident that happened in kindergarten today.
I feel so alone, and so sad. Nobody has done anything wrong, BF and BM don't have feelings for each other but I still feel sad. I don't have any children yet so maybe that makes it all a little harder.
Tired of crying all the time, I never used to be this emotional. I'm going to see a counselor next week, maybe it will help me. Just needed to vent a little...