Changing skids diaper
Hi, I’m new here and I’m so glad to find a place like this! I have a 4 year old skid, and I’m expected to change their diaper when Dad is gone, which is a couple times a week I’m left with skid and bio kids. This is probably ridiculous, but i can not stand changing their diaper! I gag (and I’m not a gagger), it’s like watery every time, and the kid cries everytime because there’s always some kind of rash down there that only I seem to treat. Ugh. I just needed to vent. Dad know how much I hate to change skid, but I’m expected to and guilted to because he knows I do the same for my bio kids. It’s just frustrating and I literally dread skid coming over. Not just the diapers, but they’re so jealous of bio baby. I’ve seen bio baby hit, and toys are ALWAYS being ripped from bio baby’s hands. Of course when I yell at them about it, I’m usually being “too harsh”. I’ve just about had it. I love their dad, but I don’t think I’m cut out to be a step parent. I know there’s no way I’ll ever love skid anything like I love my bio kids.
Is there anything I can do about this? I feel like a monster, and I do love their dad very much.