Fighting the panic attack
My SIL texted me a little while ago asking if we had dates worked out for SS coming out for the holiday's and if DH had been able to have his court ordered facetimes. Of course the answer is no to both.
BM won't respond for coordinating dates. SS didn't answer the last 2 calls DH made, and due to his current location (middle of the ocean) couldn't make last weeks or this coming weeks calls.
I started looking at flights for just the actual court ordered time, no make up time. Flights aren't as bad as I thought for Christmas. It would be nice to get them booked. Trip insurance is a joke for stuff like this, you either have to cancel 72 hrs in advance for any reason or have a "covered" reason for an emergency cancellation. Unfortunately BM being a giant C&@T is not one of those!
Not being able to plan is literally spinning me into a panic attack. This is F$&@ing stupid. I hate that even after resigning ourselves to accept the last court outcome she won't follow what was ordered. Will the prices go up? Will she ever answer? Will we be out this flight too? What the hell do I do? I just want to buy a friking plane ticket for fricking court ordered dates! This shouldn't be so hard!! How do I let it go? It could be the difference in hundreds of dollars.
DH said that he wants the chance to have face to face time with SS before he gives up fighting. He has literally had less than 2 minutes in a court room in the last 12 months.
Welp, for whatever reason typing this out made the room stop spinning, so at least there is that.