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As with everything that bothers me time and time again...
My DH told me that there is a rule in the house. No friends in the house when neither of us are home...
SS17 does this all of the time. I say, I thought this was a rule. He says, well, she is a good responsible kid, it is okay. I say well, would you let SS15 have friends over, he says, "oh, no way, she is way too irresponsible."
We were all huddled up in the closet. We had all 5 kids kids. My dh was at work so it was just me. The sirens went off (I live a block and a half from the sirens so it was LOUD!) It was scary, I have been trough them before but this time I was by myself with all the kids! ss13 texted him mom but no response from her. We are all safe nothing happened but can't say the same for the people about 10 miles form us. 
Soon I will no longer have a stepson, and my fh will never see his child again. He made the decision and won't back off and has already talked to BM about it. He's giving up, and terminating his rights.. I honestly don't even know what to think or if we can make it through this.
So last night I had kind of a random conversation with my bf about his daughters. A little background: I have never met SD20 and SD23 and we have been together almost 1.5 years. Just for those of you who aren't aware of my situation. Anyway, my rule as of a few months ago is that I do not talk to him about SD's and what they are doing in their lives. This was decided by me mostly to protect myself from hearing what they say about me and so that I don't have a chance to judge them based on their shitty attitudes and immaturity.
I feel like it's just my son and me even though there are two other people in the house. Last night my mom had both my kids. (My oldest lives with my mom and dad because he started refusing to go to school and my dad is retired so he stays on him like white on rice.) I came home and my H and SS11 were watching tv. No one said hi or even asked how my day was. I changed my clothes and started making supper. Still nothing. I finished making supper and went into the bathroom before we ate. I came out and still nothing. So I announced that supper was ready.
Now yall remember that!! We're each fighting a daily battle that can be draining and consuming. I just blew up and ruined Christmas this year. While I'm sorry it happened the way it happened, it's been brewing for a LONG time.
I apologize but I believe this site is to vent, mostly about being a step parent, which I will be but I question it because I know this bitch is out for blood and I am not going to bust my ass in school for her to take it.... anyhow... my BD's dad has me HEATED! It's 4:15am and I cannot sleep because I keep trying to do the "right thing" between everyone. My FDH knows I am at my breakeing point but im to the point where im going to say some much needed shit.
I am so angry right now i could burst!!!!! E.T. has done it again!!!!! She got pissed at DH a couple weeks ago bc he called her to see if it was ok to drop SS off w her sunday morning instead of sunday bc SS was crying and said he wanted to go w mommy. SS is 3 and it was the first time he had spent more than one night away from her. i figures that was normal and told DH he should call E.T. and see what she said. she said of course no problem but later that night to tell him he was a douche and shouldnt "pawn" SS off on her. Ok maybe we shouldnt have called but wtf?
Well omg...only one to care about rules, I'm boring, I'm bad, I suck, I'm the bad guy. TO hell with everything. Does nobody care about bedtimes, rules, etc...it's midnight..wtf ever!!! Overindulging, guilt ridden, step on eggshells bullshit. God it's old and I'm not even married....sigh...
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Well, the title pretty much says it all. I went into work today & got told that they were letting me go.