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After another night with FSD9 I really wish I could disengage. I love FDH very much and he wants me around FSD but we seem to have different expectations for family time. In my opinion if I am going to be around FSD9 I am going to correct her behavior as I see fit. FDH agrees with me about 75% of the time but the other 25% I get the impression that he thinks I should keep quiet.
How do I, an emotional, hormonal, at my wits end woman, learn to DEAL and COMMUNICATE with my DH??? I am at a cross roads...Do I leave or do I stay?? LONG post as always...IM sorry...
So SS7 came yesterday morning doing his usual hug on daddys leg crap. He is almost 8 I didn't think boys that age act like that? He used to try to suck up to me and would ignore his dad back when he first started coming over, trying to butter me up so I would not relize what a brat he was. When I started disiplining him that river turned cold fast.
My husband is away again, visiting his kids back east. This time it's SD's engagement party.
It's not like I'd want to go; the party's being hosted by the stepkids' maternal great-aunt who hates me. Last thing I'd want to do is go to that and no way in hell I'd let my kids go. They don't know anything about the issues with DH's first wife's relatives who despise me.
This morning at about quarter to five, DH awakened me to tell me his grandmother had taken a major turn for the worse, and it wouldn't likely be long before she went. So I told him he'd better go to her, and not to worry, I'd stay at the house with the Skids. He went downstairs to get a pair of socks from the laundry and found SS11 on the couch. He told SS11 to go back to bed, which he did. DH told me before he left that he'd found him there and it looked like he'd sleep-walked to the couch (he's been known to do this).
I've reached the point where I'm just emotionally tired of dealing with everything related to skids.
Can anyone give a tip or two on how to successfully disengage? Or a good website?
I could rip the little bit of hair he has out of his head right about now!!!!!!! He has a way of reallllly pissing me off lately...the more I disengage from SD13 the LESS DH punishes her for her NASTY RUDE behavior!!!!!!! I am FLOOOOOORRRED!!! WTH???
Too much to blogggg now but I will soooon...
"Snapped" here i come.....I just ask my ST "friends" remember me come Girl Scout Cookie time.....Prison food sucks from what I hear...
on his counseling session that was supposed to reunite him with VD. . ..HMMMMMM.
The counselor called and said "VD hasn't shown up"
Seems VD and the Behemoth were bluffing about that counseling thing. GG told the counselor, ok get back to me when they are ready.
The Behemoth doesn't want a healthy relationship between the skids and GG. She just wants her non-parental status babysitting back from GG.
VD just wants two b-days, xmases, etc.
GAG!
Stay Tuned!
I don't know why I even bother. What is the f*ing point? I joined this family hoping that I could be happy. I am miserable. And nobody cares. I don't know that I've ever been so alone, even when I was alone.
has anyone ever believed theyve found their soul mate?? and has anyone ever felt so strongly in love with someone in such a short amount of time?? for married people at what point did u know u were gonna spend the rest of your life with your partner?
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