Dislike for SD
I am really starting to feel guilty for my serious dislike for my SD. At this point, I am just tolerating her. She is so unlikeable. She has an annoying personality, she is always greasy looking even though she showers regularly and supposedly washes her hair (I have tried to help her to show her proper hair washing techniques but it's NOT working, she also has used one half a bottle of of body wash in almost a years time).
This weekend she tried to hold my hand and I told her I didn't want to hold hands. My husband immediately told me (in front of her!) well that was rude! would you do that to DD? Well honestly, yes, if I don't want to hold someone's hand I am going to tell them that. She's now started giving me two hugs every night before bed and honestly they make me cringe. And it makes me feel so guilty. She's almost 8. I feel like I shouldn't have so much dislike for a child but I cannot help it.