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Sweetie's picture

Well, a few days have gone by since my last post. I was glad to see that the site was down and it wasn't a problem with my computer. .) Yesterday was my birthday and anniversary but we didn't really do anything special. And today my husband snapped my head off again. Just like any other day. So what's the point. And then I found the alternate blog site my step daughter was using only to find out that her mom's BF had been calling her a bitch, and her mom agreed, but that was okay. And they still got the support money. So, I guess whatever floats you boat. Oh, my husband apologized later about 40 minutes or so, but this is just happening way too often. I swear some day I'm really going to be so strong and not have to rely on someone for anything. It's so isolated here and right now I have to get thru this stuff with the dogs. We took the puppy back to the surgeon's as his splint stunk. The bottom was wet but I had thought something was wrong anyways, because when I looked through the top, something looked kind of black. The splint rubbed puppy's leg raw, like bedsores in at least 8 spots that are oozing. And then with the foot wet it was like trench foot. But the vet was too lazy to change splint/bandage last Thursday so it was like trench foot from the war. My poor baby Bullet. They took off the whole splint and said take him home and wash the leg and apply Neosporin 2x day. Then they forgot to take out 2 of the staples in his leg so I have to see if my regular vet can do that. I cleaned up puppy....he is so sweet and exhausted. Put his whole foot in his mouth trying to clean it up. I will be carrying him for awhile longer. And I am trying to ignore the attitude at home because it is so hurtful. I will be so strong one day.
I started tax returns tonight too. I'll be okay, I can do this. Glad everyone is back.
Regards,
Sweetie

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SympatheticBioDad's picture

Happy Birthday/Anniversary Sweetie! I'm sorry to hear you didn't get to enjoy it. Do you usually do something for your anniversary or is this typical?

I'm so sorry to hear about your puppy. I can't wait to hear that he's running around the yard again! Thanks for keeping us posted.

Sweetie's picture

Dear Sympathetic BioDad,
Thanks for taking the time to answer! We used to try and go out for a nice meal to celebrate but there hasn't been that kind of time for that in awhile. Since our move to GA, it doesn't look like my husband's job turned out like what he expected. I told him today, he needs to get it straightened out, as he is bringing his frustrations home with him. I have no where to go and no one here but the 3 dogs. I can't believe that my spouse was so ridiculous he was even jealous that the terminix guy was talking to me last month about the landscaping work that I've done here! You have no idea how nice it is to have someone to talk to and notices what you've done!
Sweetie