Trying to escape step hell. Disengaged from skids for years. Of course that made me hateful and manipulating. But being engaged was abusive and controlling. Never could win.
STBex keeps submitting declarations to the court to try to gain 100% custody of DD. This week it's that I stabbed BS with a fork, am selling pics of DD on the internet and only want communication with DD so that I can make her advocate for me for a second chance at the marriage.
If all of this wasn't in writing I would think I was imagining it. Even after 10 years of almost every step hell horror possible, it never crossed my mind that he would resort to outright lies and sick, twisted fantasies.
Im so tired. I wish I had been smart enough to leave him 9 years ago when all of this first started. I'm like a lobster in a pot and didn't notice the crazy ramping up until the day I started getting insane texts that made me think he had had a stroke.