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A letter to my mom

no1smaid's picture

mom,

embarrassed.ashamed.humiliated.humbled.loved. these are my emotions right now.

i know your going to be angry with me. i know when you said i could use your computer you never meant for me to open your stuff and go through it. i really didn't snoop. you left the website up and i saw it. i read through it even your blogs. i know i could pretend i never did see it but you say that omission of truth is as bad as lying to you. here is the truth. i snooped i read it all. we kids were way out of line. at the time it didnt seem like we were but after daddy and pawpaw laid the smack down on us i started realizing maybe we were. the last few months have been really good. we have bumps and argue a little and j is having his probs or is sick but it is a lot better than it was. yeah i was angry when i read your first blogs but angry at myself. embarrassed that my behavior is laid out there for all to see. luckily i am just skid#1 on here. not a name attached to the behavior so friends or family could find it. thanks for protecting me and looking out for me again. i am sorry for my past behaviors, esp for what i called you over the phone issue you didnt deserve that but i did deserve what i got.
<3 you
skid#1

ps, we started calling you mom because you are our mom. the only mom we have ever had. i promise we really arent expecting a puppy out of it - but if you get us one, we wont be upset- i promise!!

Comments

bruisedpeach's picture

agreed. And if you ever read this again SK#1 be proud of your 'Mom' and everything she and your Dad have done for you. It might have not felt like love at the time but it sure was and continues to be. This woman doesnt have to love you, care for you, or even like you as she didnt make you. She CHOOSES to do so, so honour her choice and continue on the way you are going.

unbelieveable's picture

oh man.

The big G's picture

Aw thats sweet, and shows some signs of genuine regret about her behavior. She sounds like a good sd in the making you should be proud. Smile