I’m wondering if this is the “calm before the storm”…I have to say that LIFE has been so very WONDERFUL and I’m afraid to get too comfortable in it…that is a part of me but the other part of me…the part that wants to win says… WHY BE AFRAID?! Both my husband and I DESERVE to be happy and in love…even though the “honeymoon” period is officially over (we are going on our 2nd year of marriage and 5th year together…) the dust is settling and I know that there is LOVE there…don’t get me wrong…we DEFINITELY have our bad days … but it is how we handle those days and bounce back from them that shows me what our marriage is made of! If you go back to previous posts… it was my PRAYER that he change his desire for another child … here recently he has been brining it up more than me and that is SUCH A WONDERFUL FEELING … he even said something last night about a doctor he spoke with about getting his vasectomy reversed and the conversation they had about it … TRUST ME … that is a definite change for him b/c it used to be that I would bring it up and he would apprehensively talk about it in an “if that’s what you want” kind of way so for him to initiate the conversation…I feel sooooo BLESSED that the Lord has turned his heart toward me! Anyone who is in the situation I was in … keep the faith b/c if my husbands heart can change … anyone’s can!