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Submitted by MrsLawless on Sun, 04/12/2020 - 12:36am

So, over completely changed my behavior. I don't sit at home on my days off anymore and clean up after everyone else. Yesterday and today I woke up, got cleaned up, and left to go hang out with my best girl friend. Yesterday I got all dolled up for no reason at all and cooked us dinner. DH joined after he got off work since I was at my house when I cooked for her, I and her kids. SD is with her mom. 

Today. I spent the whole day at her house. Went shopping and dyed our hair and got dolled up again. I took me time. I needed that. 

Like.....wtf?!?!

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Submitted by MrsLawless on Wed, 04/08/2020 - 8:35am

I don't, and never will understand this. So SD left all her dishes and the extra food she made out last night. I got blamed and in trouble. DH couldn't find a pen. I got in trouble. DH needed the room and privacy for a min so I stayed in the kitchen, when he opened the door I went in there trying to get ready not knowing he wasn't done, he got pissed. Then SD got up.
So they went in the room and locked the door to talk shit about me while I waited out in the kitchen for 25 min to finish getting ready. I heard 80% of it 

Okay - advice - BEWARE life story. Lol

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Submitted by MrsLawless on Wed, 04/01/2020 - 10:43pm

Okay, so I have a bad history with men. Lots of abuse. Lots of infidelity. However. I've always been loyal (even when they didn't deserve it) and I don't just walk away from a relationship easily. But. If I leave. I'm gone for good. 

So here's my delema. Im trying to figure ME out. And my feelings. 

I've been with my FH for 6 years. definitely had our ups and downs from finances to detoxing and drama and BS. Its been a rough road. He's been diagnosed manic bipolar 1. Back in 2017, and some days it's like I switched men. He can be a completely different person.