Down and Out / Happy Pills?
The stress is getting to me... BIG time. I just can't stand all of the drama. I have never been a fan of drama, and always stayed away from it. How did my life turn in to one big soap opera. I am just sick of it.
I have high BP. I have to be on medication. I am also going to the doctor today to see about "happy" pills. I am tired and just over all feel like crap all the time. I know it is stress. I know it is. WHY? Should I have to be medicated to live my life? I should not have to be on medication to go home at night, but I also can't continue feeling like I'm feeling, so I feel it is my only option.
Well, I guess that... or not going home at night.
My son deserves more. He deserves a better mommy, and I have to do something to give it to him. Hopefully it will help.