I’ve tried. God knows I’ve tried. There are certain things in life one is not cut out for, and this is one of them. This is my story, and I plan on using this site as the only place I can come and be honest with my own feelings and my roller coaster of emotions. Perhaps one day, after a few years I’ll come back here and smile or cry about what I now consider the most stressful and hardest part of my life: Step kids.