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Anyone missing a Dog?? LOL

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A couple weeks ago FSD and her friends "found" a puppy while walking from another friends house. This dog is a purebred and probably worth $500+. I don't know what to do. I feel in my heart that these crazy girls were walking and this puppy was in someone's yard and it might have followed them or something and they picked it up and ran. This dog belongs to someone who paid a lot of money for it. I feel really bad...haven't had any luck finding the owner. I think that no one know's the truth and I feel really bad about the whole thing.

I think I'm getting depressed...

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Things I used to love to do...I don't really care if I do them or not. I don't look forward to anything anymore. I hate the weekends because there is always so much chaos with having anywhere from 4-7 kids there (FSD friends are always there and a lot of times her 1/2 brother and sister). I'm sitting here at work almost in tears just thinking about the weekend. It is almost planting season (I work for a farm machinery business and this is our busy time) so I think I'll just work all day Saturday and 1/2 day Sunday to escape if I can.

Finally went for counseling...and I'm not completely crazy :)

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I finally broke down and went to see the counselor....mostly about my feelings about BF daughter and why I am having such a hard time loving her and why I am happier when she is not around for the most part. I told her I feel terribly guilty for the way I feel and that sometimes I wonder if it is me that is jealous of my BF child. I told her everything...the whole background and that I had had a relationship with my stepdaughter from a previous marriage that was great. Here are some things that she told me that might help some of you all with the same issues I have.

Kinda O/T Need some honest feedback from you all...especially Rags

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Last night BF snuggled up to me and we talked about overspending on Christmas which we are both guilty of so it was definately not an argument but just a talk. We talked about how we needed to start saving our money better and he said especially if we want to get married...he then told me that he and his brother had had an argument about getting married...his brother said that he was never getting married...it was only a piece of paper. BF told him that women want the ultimate commitment of marriage though.

Question for those with teenage SKs

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I ponder what the future could be for me. BF 10 daughter is getting to a point where her behavior is never good...only more annoying and immature. She is sooooooooo self centered. She never has a normal voice, it is a constant whine. When she calls to her father she says DAAAAAAEEEEEEYYYYYY instead of saying DADDY (like a 3 yr old would that had a little problem getting certain sounds out) which is new behavior. Can you even imaging how annoying that is. Sometimes I honestly have to leave the room and busy myself elsewhere so I don't lose my sanity.

Friday Funny

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Had to share something funny with you guys. Last night BF daughter came in the house stomping, slamming the door and yelling as usual, "This dog is stupid! Did you hear me daaaaaaaaaaaaaddy????? This dog is (spelling it out)S-T-U-P-E-D stupid!" Biggrin

LOL....too bad the dog can't understand and get a good laugh outta that one.

Priorities

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I've been thinking a lot about priorities...for me...for BF. I know that men think differently than women so I try and take that into consideration. It is very hard to understand what BF priorities are and where I stand in his life. Here are some examples:

In the morning:
Me: get up, make his coffee and bring it to him. Make him something to eat if he wants it.
Him: Drinks coffee while laying in bed with me snuggling, gets ready for work and either goes into work or takes his daughter to school early so he can take her for breakfast.

I actually have some baby mama drama to share...lol

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Any of you who have read my posts already know that fortunately I have very few problems with BM but perhaps all that might change a bit. She and her Bf are splitting up. No she is not after my BF but she expects him to take her kids(not his bios)until she gets a job and gets on her feet. He told her no....last time he did this we had the kids for a year. He said he just can't take them this time. It would fine a for a couple weeks but we know her history and it would be much longer. She didn't help with supporting them either while we had them last time.

I hate the way this makes me feel.......

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BF daughter was gone Friday evening and Saturday at her friends house. She returned home Sunday. She slammed the door two times and called her dad stupid when he made her mad by asking her if she knew where her phone was. She opened the refrigerator 10 times in a 1.5 hr period, got a huge plate of food that she didn't eat more than two bites of, and talked incessantly ( and loudly) during the movie we were watching. Saying really meaningless things or things that made no sense all while rolling around in her dad's lap. Maybe it is the way I was brought up, but it really bothers me.

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