I'm no Saint, but self-proclaimed "Christian" bio mom is the DEVIL!
A decade of "dealing" with this evil woman has taken its toll. I'm full of resentment, bitterness, and hatred. And I'm not proud of it! Ten years ago, I moved in with her ex-husband who has three kids with her. All three lived with us at some point in their lives, but the two youngest chose to live exclusively with us during their high school years. The youngest, now 18, has one year left, his Senior year. In case you were wondering, all three are highly intelligent. Mom merely chose a late kindergarten start for them. Anyway, as of late, after abiding by most of the experts' advise of constantly taking the high road, I've finally cracked! Bio mom has never said a nice word about me...ever! In fact, for several years, she referred to me as "Fatty" and "Loser". She has thrown paper wads at me during the youngest's football games (yes, you read that right...even though I was the one who washed his uniform), has stalked both my Bf and myself to the point we finally filed criminal trespassing charges, has tried to run my car off the road - with her own child and his friend in the car, and has now somehow convinced her son to judge our lifestyle because we are living in sin. (Still not married). Mind you, this woman had two church going male friends during the first six years - of course to her children, she never slept with either of them. Yet, it just so happens that one of those men paid for an entire year of the oldest's college tuition, and the other bought the middle daughter a car (because the one we gave her wasn't nice enough - an older Camry). You know. And the real icing on the cake is that before she remarried nearly three years ago, she moved in with the guy! According to her, and the justification she gave her kids was that it was different for them. They were not living in sin because they were planning on getting married! What a gigantic hypocrite! Yet, now her son is being manipulated by his mother and he is requesting, well, highly insinuating his life would be better if I (the sinful one) would leave his household! Ever since this crap went down, I've been so pissed and so disappointed that he can't see right through her hypocritical bull! I've even found myself saying bad things about her, which I never did even when she was at her worst. I know I'm not supposed to do that! But it almost feels like I have suddenly developed Tourette's. When I'm angry, her name just spews from my mouth! What am I to do? Please help!