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icanteven's picture

The strange things do not end. Yesterday when I was at work, my husband made a post on a facebook group about me. It was not a mean post, and the people in the group were mostly nice and seemed to have good intentions, but it was informative since it showed me how badly he missed the point of most things I have said.

He made me sound like an angry person who takes out my anger for his ex-wife on their son because he reminds me of her. He said every conversation comes back to her, so of course this means I am angry with her and take this out on the kid. The people in the group decided I definitely need a lot of therapy to deal with my issues that cause misplaced anger. Some said I was probably a narcissist. They all misunderstood the truth because my husband did not tell them. The truth is, I am not angry with his ex-wife. I simply do not like his son.

I told him numerous times for the three years we live together that the reason I do not like his son is his son's personality. He is a hyper kid, very spoiled, sullen, loud, rude. He hits people, demands different food at meals, and refuse to play outside, ride bicycle, or anything most kids enjoy. This is why I do not like him.

I have also explained numerous times that I do not like him because since the first day he came to my house, I have had no place to escape him. My husband always allowed him in the bedroom. He put some of his toys in our closet, so his son would come into our bedroom without knocking, run through our bathroom, into our closet, and get whatever he wanted. There was not one centimeter of my home that was safe from him. My husband says this is ok since he never damaged anything. I say it does not matter. I do not want him in every place in my home. I do not consent to this!

I explained this all again as he read me the post, pleased with himself, that these people gave him such good advice about how to deal with his hateful crazy wife. He then became angry, shouting at me many times to shut up even when I had said nothing, when I tried to explain why I do not like his son. Then he said hearing this was like a trigger for him. I explained some more, "You feel this is like a trigger for you to hear I do not like your son? It feels like a trigger to me when I walk into here after work, and see a strange child eating chips in the same place I had sex with my husband several hours before. I think this is disgusting. I told you before we moved in together that I keep a "no kids" rule in my bedroom. I explained why and you told me too bad, you want your son in the room with you. I explained that I am major introvert, and need personal space, and why my own kids had never been allowed in my room, and you told me again that this did not matter. This is why every time I look at your son, I want to throw him into the street. This is why I secretly wished his mother won when she tried to move him to Canada. He is the tool you use to show me how much you disrespect me, and I will always feel sick when I look at him because you use him to violate me many times each day he comes here."

He then said he had no idea I was serious about the bedroom and that it is a good idea to have it without kids. He said he thought it was something I only wanted and not a need for space. He has fought me about this for all the years we live together, I have explained it maybe one hundred times exactly this way and other ways, saying each time this is not something I want, it is something I need. Then he says only today he understand this. Do you think this is acting? I think this is acting. He promised he will keep his son out of the bedroom now and no longer allow him to take bath in my bathtub because that bothers me also. He said in exchange, I must be nice to his son, speak to him, have conversation. I do not think I can do this. I have been disengaged for years, and since I am leaving, I truly do not care, but I thought it interesting that only now does he offer me the echange I would have made three years ago and been happy.

Of course, I do not think he will do these things, and I am still planning to leave. Is it pathological that I am a little bit amused by the things he says and expect I will believe?

Comments

Siemprematahari's picture

Continue your plans to leave, everything he's saying is full of sh!t. He heard what you wanted and needed all those years, he just disregarded them and didn't care. I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of thinking he can squirm himself back in. For your own personal reasons you dislike his son, he can't make you feel otherwise. So keep your head up, make arrangements to leave him and never allow anyone to scream at you because of how YOU feel. You've taken his abuse long enough.

Run..........................

TrueNorth77's picture

I'm sorry, but your DH sounds like a complete ass. You are a grown woman. What happens when your SS walks in on you when you are changing because DH "wants him in the bedroom"? And it will happen, trust me. It's idiotic to not even think of things that way. That's only one of the tiny reasons why he's an ass. I really feel like you are 110% doing the right thing by leaving. I hope you do it sooner rather than later. The more you tell us about your DH, it just seems like something is off about him.

hereiam's picture

Since you are planning to leave, stop having these conversations with him, they do no good. They might be amusing but they could escalate into something more.

SteppedOut's picture

10000000%

Exjuliemccoy's picture

Why do you keep engaging in these discussions with this narcissist pos? You are wasting energy that could be spent on your kids, your exit strategy, or any number of other more fulfilling activities. 

You CANNOT reason with a narcissist, because there's nothing wrong with them and they are never wrong. Oh sure, he may be making an effort to reel you back in at the moment, but nothing has changed. Please educate yourself about this personality disorder so you'll know what you're up against and can develop strategies to cope until you get this excuse for a man out of your life.

simifan's picture

Men see things quite differently at times. Disrespect is an important aspect to men. Perhaps your word choice allowed him to see what you are saying. Here's hoping. 

If it turns out to change his behavior - ask him what made the dfference. 

notsobad's picture

I don't understand why when it's a need he's suddenly okay with it. I have many wants, so does my DH we accomodate each other because we love each other and want to make life easier for each other.

If I were in your situation I'd keep planning to leave but I would see if anything changes. I'm not sure I'd totaly reingage but I do think I'd make an effort to talk to the skid and have a conversation with him. A real honest conversation, not something simply to apease your DH.

icanteven's picture

My kids are with their father for the summer, and I think that may be one reason he does these things. I try not to engage him, but my only choice for doing that is to move into my office at work, to my coworker's house, or somewhere else. The second I walk into the house, he is there, trying to have some very serious conversation with me, and I keep my responses very short most of the time. I was not planning to talk to him about any of this, but he made that post on facebook and read it to me, and while it is not usually my way to rebut things he says since it tends to go poorly, this time I did that. Usually, I do not talk with him much at all.

hereiam's picture

When you get out of this horrid situation, you will look back and be glad that you don't have to live like this anymore.

Harry's picture

If not put on on it.  Then lock the door.  If kid knocks on door just say, I am doing something come back in a hour or two or three.  If husband saids anything.  Remember there a lock on the door and lock him out also. You are an Adult, That your room. And that it,  need to get a TV for bedroom 

momjeans's picture

Yesterday when I was at work, my husband made a post on a facebook group about me.

Wait. What!? My DH would be dead to me after pulling this. 

I agree. He’s a manipulative, narcissistic arse. 

marblefawn's picture

I can't believe he discussed your personal problems on FACEBOOK! For an introvert, that must have felt like such a violation. That is not a forum for people with similar problems to share what they've tried and experienced. It is a cheerleading forum.

He sounds like a baby.