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I REFUSE TO END UP ON THE ID CHANNEL LOL

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Ok so if you are not familiar with the ID channel it mainly features documentaries about people who were murdered. One of these shows is called Killer Kids where they mainly kill parents ect. I am not a big fan of this channel but my mom watches it religiously. There is a part of me that thinks with everything that has happened if SS and SD moves back in I will end up on one of those shows. I wonder if I could use that as an example to his PO LOL

LONGGGGGG DAY

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Well we went to those meetings today and wow am I emotionally spent. First was the family session where the first topic was about SS coming back with DH and I. So I spoke up my mind very eagerly. This is what I said

WHY GOD WHY LOL!!

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So we received a call from the place where SS is locked up. They have been blowing up my phone because DH will not talk to them. This pisses me off because he acts like a great father in front of them but bitches about having to do it to me. They have been trying for the last three months to get DH and I in for a family session and due to work it has not been scheduled. Plus, may I add I really don't feel the need to sit there while SS and DH act like life is great while I am about ready to explode on both of them.

LIFE HAS BEEN GOOD!!! BANK OF SM IS CLOSED

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So it has been about a month and due to the weather we he not been able to visit SS and have not heard from the demon SD. DH seems to be happier too. I know that may sound mean but the break from them has been completely needed and appreciated. Last month was both of their birthdays so DH and I had a talk it went like this.

DH: It is SS and SD birthday
Me: Ok
DH: Well I was thinking about what we could get them this year
Me: We?
DH: Yeah

CAN'T SLEEP TOO WORRIED

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OK so in my last blog I told you about the situation with SS15. Now today DD has to go to court to find out how much child support he has to pay for SS15 being locked up. I am freaking out because we are barely affording our bills to begin with. I understand that he is a parent and should financially take care of his children but it is not him that committed the crime it is SS. This is really making me hate SS more then I already did. So they tell DD in family therapy that it is not his fault blah blah blah then they tell him he has to pay. Am I missing something?

I HATE MY STEP CHILDREN!!!!!

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If I don't vent to someone who understands I will explode!!! My husband has 4 children from a previous marriage. SS15, SD14, SD12 and SD10. His ex wife decided to basically take the two good kids and leave us with the demon child. }:) They are the 15 and 14 year old. I never met kids like this. His daughter bit my nephew so hard it left a mark for weeks. she also punches walls tries to choke her older brother, screams like crazy, refuses to go to school and she is the queen of dirty looks. I tried really hard to get close to her by taking her shopping and getting nails done.