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Too much stuff in the noggin

GizmoBarnOwl's picture

Do you ever find that there is so much stuff you want to write in your blog, so much has happend recently that you need to just vent!!!!!

- But when you come to write about it, its all gone. Theres nothing there!
Its like writers block! Or maybe your brain just shuts it out and says "no more"

That is how I feel now. I have spent from last weekend till now being so angry, and frustrated and even on the verge of throwing it all in.

The SKIDS just made me feel stressed all weekend as we had them both days. The stupid thing is, it was my idea!! Pet show one day, local fair the next. I wished it was just me and my daughter for the weekend. I knew I would feel that way, and yet I went ahead and invited them! Why did I do that? I would have been so much more relaxed if they were not there and would have enjoyed it a lot more.

I have had an arguement with FDH about BM AGAIN too! And nearly walked away from him.

Why does she get to me so much? I really couldnt give a rats arse about the woman and I really couldnt give a monkeys if i never saw her two little brats again either!!!

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3familiesIn1's picture

I do that all the time. For me its because I invite the chaos like you did, fume about a bunch of little crap.

It come down to me just spending time with people I didn't want to and even if nothing major goes 'wrong' I felt my time was ruined in general and I am left grumpy, stressed and plain tired.

If the skids never return from their summer vacation with BM, I will feel bad for DH but wouldn't miss them - how sad is that.

not THAT happy's picture

Happens to me all the time and I totally get you! sometimes I propose things that I regret deeply.
And she gets you because she is someone you didn't choose, didn't want and will have to suck it up for a loooong time. I have an ice cube tray reserved for her, every time I'm pissed for something she did/say/didn't do I took it to the yard and smash the ice cubes to the nearest wall...