So I haven't really been on in a week or so. Not much has happened. Same ole stuff. SD is wonderful with us but treats dad like crap when not. She calls BM 12 times a day when she is with us but wont answer or text DH.I feel so bad for him. He is a great dad and doesnt deserve this.

One reason I haven't been on is I just don't want to talk about this right now. Maybe it's the hormones! I'm just so emotional and cranky. Everything seems hopeless! I hate this. Having to deal with ex is killing me and BM is actually not doing anything wrong. She's just there. I hate this split life. Whoever came up with the concept of every other weekend was crazy!

K I'm going back to work now. Hope everyone is doing well! Sorry I am not much help these days!