I just don't know anymore.

I try to tell myself i should stop (maybe?)

Some days I can tolerate better than others.

Some days things are OKAY.

Some other days, I just want something fresh, hassle-less, a brand new beginning... Don't recognize who is this person leading what once was MY LIFE, it must be someone else, I wasn't like THIS. Or, was I?

And I will never have the "just ours"

I will forever have the "mine and yours" or "mine and ours" at *best*...

Needless to say, today is one of those days that...

My mouth gets dry, I start to shake, my heat raises, my words are clumsy...

One of those days, when you seem to have lost yourself somewhere along those years, along those painful moments, along those stupid actions, stupid decisions...

Wow, what i pointless blog, i just needed to put that out there... a tiny, miniscule print in this immense universe... a tiny print of my sorrow, pain and dreams...