I fear of my life but I cannot report nor go to the police if something happens to me, if my step kids will harm me. I am not sure if they will do harm but I think they already harmed my life - my mental health, emotional stability and well being. They did not harm me physically (YET) but through the years of getting to know how their behaviour is and their past, I know they are capable. I always talk to my husband about this feeling of fear and maybe paranoid of their harmful behaviour which in time they will inflict in me but his respond: "they cannot do that but if they will approach you anywhere 'record it'" he said.
I went to the citisens advice bureou(CAB) before when his EXwife was texting my husband about confronting me and as I said they have BAD reputations that includes the EX wife. What I did before I went to the CAB, they viced me to write in my diary what has happened and will happen so at least I have a record...but I should not fear all the time? I am scared. I cannot avoid looking from left to right.