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I always dread this time of the year, the grandmother who raised me passed away in 2005 from lung cancer on new years morning. You would think after all these years I would be able to get a grip on it but it seems the older I get the more I am finding myself reminiscing of moments missed and cut short finding it hard to breath as if I have a ton of bricks on my chest feeling alone and so DAMN angry.

You have got to be kidding me

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Question ladies????

Has the ex wife ever asked you for YOUR family photos of the holidays with her ex spouse, his family and kids ? And (kids) are 26, 23, 21 all with their own children.. Her explanation was I was making an album for them. I told her as was I and she should focus on her and her side of family. I have yet to receive a response but I am sure a pissed off kid will message DH soon because her "feelings got hurt"

To be honest if weirded me out.

 

Never ending circle

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Does anyone feel they are in a never ending circle? I love my DH to pieces but I am so tired of the cycle whether it be a week, a month, 3 months, it is always the same. We talking about changing the pattern and the communication rhythm but we always go back to finger pointing normal for us. Of course it is miserable...could I do it alone sure I could..BUT there is no other man in this world I would want to "live in this hell with"  if that makes any twisted sense at all lol! Break the circling chain of events so we can flow into something more is that possible? 

Re: DH AND FAMILY IS BLINDED BY BM

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Had a birthday party for the grandbaby. All was well except BM as usual loud and the center of attention in my opinion being obnoxious as usual in the middle of the living room loud mouth and hollering orders everyone was fine with it but she has always loved being noticed...she went and bought an entire new outfit, shoes, nails and hair done for a 2 year old's party as we all were told to dress casual.

Need advice

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Recently I was in an auto accident. My DH told his son...(which all 3 of his children are grow) I thought nothing of it. Then his son tells his mother about it again thought nothing of it. His son sent my car pics his mother.....she then shared it with my DHs brother, on social media as well as to DH's mother!!! This is only 1 day after the accident being hurt I had not even contacted all my family. My DH mother called us and told us that his ex wife sent her pics of my car and she wanted to k ow what in the world was going on and if I was okay? I was furious to the point of shaking.