Feral Forger SD21 and I
yesterday I took a personal day.
And took Feral Forger SD21 out for a burger.
I had reached out and we sort of chatted the night before so I though "what the heck its a bit of closure and healing".
I picked her up and she had bathed, but her nails were chipped, her skin super bumpy, she looked pale and out of it (but not as out of it as Christmas!)
I took her texted order, prepaid and picked her up after locking my purse in the trunk.
We wore masks. We sat at benches at a park near the apartment, in the complex. I was a nice sunny day. Chit chatted about this and that, shared a few funny stories. I enjoyed it, and it felt nice.
Went home with a burger for Munchkin. She was piddling around. I told her what I had done, and she kind of got quiet. I told her a few reasons why I did what I did. She just said "well now shes going to start asking you for things". I just told her nothing more was asked of me and we left without the usual "we need to do this again" stuff. She asked for nothing.
Then, lol, munckin made the comment "I really wonder why shes so different from me...really". That one shocked me a bit. We considered different theories. They all sounded good.
Then she and I laid out on the grass out front. For the next few hours just sunshine and silence.
Which leaves me thinking about her question "why ARE they so different?"
- Is it birth order
- Different ages when the separations and divorce happened?
- They are parented differently?
- The cLove effect? (lol!)