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Now She is ready????

Chel Bell's picture

As you know, I got back online yesterday, and have had some catching up to do. I have a myspace page, but, hardly use it much anymore, just to talk to my sis. & brother sometimes. Anyways....sometimes I look up my SS, his profile is set to private, and I don't communicate w/ him, but it's nice to see a new pic. every now and then. BM has a page too, of course, and she knows who SS talkes to, and who his friends are, and every word that's exchanged, and that is why we dont talk to him on it. I have seen her page, it's also set to private, but she always writes a headline, and the one she has up now, that she wrote 2 days ago, is funny. Its- "She is done looking for answers, and is ready to move on"!!! And her "mood"- "fustrated". I was like...ha ha ha, I bet your fustrated, now that we are done being your personal whipping post. I would love to believe that she will move on, especially when she posts it for the world to see...I should have printed it out, to keep in case, for any future upsets...but I really just don't care I guess. I guess all that torture was supposed to be her looking for answers???? Whatever. I really hope to continue on w/ peace and solitude. I will never let my gaurd down, and in some funny way I'm glad she's the one who is fustrated now. She has played the "poor me" role to the hill , now she can really live it. She sounds tired (boo-hoo). Smile

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bellacita's picture

comes back around one way or another...glad to see she sgetting hers in some small way!

Chel Bell's picture

I don't know what she thought it was going to be like with us being gone?? Maybe she has "the show must go on" syndrome. Glad we cashed out our ticket!! Wink ~"Resist all the urges.... that make you want to go out and kill." ~ Chel.