Where did that sweet little girl go
I still remember the day I met her. Sweet, sassy little 4yo. She never stopped talking and followed me everywhere. However she has always been demanding and completely draining. She exhausted me, however determined to be the best stepmom ever, I never complained. (@first)
Fast forward six years or so, she hates me, her Dad, she lies, steals, is making very bad choices, receiving detentions in school, she lives in the Principles office. She has threatened her friends lives. She went into detail on a social media site about her plans to get a gun and kill me and her Dad and a friend who made her mad. This got her put into a mental hospital, and placed on suicide watch after admitting she wanted to kill herself. She was cutting on her body and in a constant bad mood. When asked why she wanted to kill me, she said bc she changed my (Snapchat) password. We share fifty/fifty custody with her Mom. (This is another story in itself) I even taught sd to ride a two wheel bike, bc she trusted me “not to let go” ... I could ramble on forever but I want. I do love her, but I don’t like her. I don’t trust her and I’m done with the disrespect. We have to search her bags when arriving at our house and leaving bc she takes things that don’t belong to her.
I’m so glad I found this place. I don’t feel so alone in my misery...