Here goes another novel. Here's the condensed version of my story although I don't know how much I can really shorten it. My kids lived with me from the ages of 2 and 3 to the ages of 9 and 10(first 4-5 years just with me, and the next 2-3 with me and my current wife). Just recently they both decided to move in with their mother, and I told them I didn't have a problem with that because she's gotten her life pretty straightened out since we split. So anyway, they wanted to live with her, so I told them o.k.

I'm not going to even bore anybody on here with anymore details, but I just think that it's pathetic that I can't even be happy in my own home anymore. I don't even want to be there. I'd rather work overtime, or take all the kids except for my ss anywhere but where he is. I feel worn out, beat up, stressed, depressed, and just plain sick and tired of that little bastard getting away with it all. I really want to thank all of you who have taken the time to give me advice in all of these matters, and who have listened to me whine like there's no tomorrow.

Since the last blog that I posted I thought that things were getting better. I had finally gotten my wife to admit that my SS had a problem and that he needed to go live with his Dad for a while. His dad is a good man, but my wife doesn't like the fact that if the kid needs to get his ass beat, then he does. I think that it's what he needs myself. Anyway, we had decided at the end of the school year that he was going to go stay with his Dad until the end of next school year to see how things would go and see if he did better in school, etc.

Sorry to end that last one so quickly, but I'm at work and was out of time. I can't get on this at home because my wife checks my history everyday, but that's another story altogether. I am just so scared of losing my wife, but I'm afraid that if I don't do something soon it's going to end badly for all of us. As far as the couples counseling, that hasn't worked either. I feel like I get blamed for EVERYTHING!!! Anyway, that you for the advice and anymore is greatly appreciated. I would be more than happy to talk to anybody who is going through that same situation as me.