This year has positively been the year from HELL for me! I understand that God only puts on you what he thinks you can handle and it all makes you stronger in the end, but I have had enough! I can't take any more!
December 31st, I lost my mother to a pulmonary embolism and lymphoma. January, the hubby's ex-wife took us to court for more child support on his 18 year old daughter and won. We paid a $1500.00 settlement and thought it was over. Then in May or June she filed to DHS that he was a dead beat dad and ended up getting another $6500.00 settlement.
My dad has been having medical problems and I have been helping to take care of him along with taking care of my own family and working every day.
Now I have an infection in my tooth that is causing me so much pain and I can't afford the root canal that is needed so I'm just going to have to have it pulled.
To top it all off, I found out yesterday that I have to have a biopsy done on my left breast. The doctor is very concerned about it and I won't know until the day what type of biopsy it will be. Whether a needle biopsy or if they will remove the mass.
So, yes this year has been the year from HELL and I just needed to vent a little. Also asking for all of you to keep me in your prayers that the biopsy turns up nothing! I need all the help I can get right now it seems, because my own luck hasn't been to great. Thanks for listening!
You are having a rough time,
Your are having a rough time, lylagarret. Your in my thoughs...I hope everything turns out OK for you.
There is sooooo much besides what we discuss here that goes on in our lives. IT can be very stressful at times. I have a freind whose been struck with kidney disease..now on a waiting list for a transplant, my aunt just had a brain tumor removed, my parents are divorcing (Dad's playing major games). But having Cancer....that's a very scary thing!
I think your right, God only puts on you what you can handle.....I believe that too. You are a strong women, you'll get through all these worries & set backs in your life. You have alot of people in your corner.....
Come here and pour it all out if that will help ...
Take it as it comes and try not to get overwhelmed....it might turn out to be nothing
Oh Lyla...
My heart broke when I read your post. I am sending you lots of virtual HUGS!!! Yes, pour it all out here, we are here for you and support you...they say, like Lovin-Life said, God doesn't give us a bigger cross than you can bear...but I can definitely say this, you HAVE to be in line now for some good things to happen in your life!! I hope so!! I will have my fingers crossed and have you in my prayers that the biopsy comes out all right!
*says a prayer for Lyla*
HUGS!! You please come back and let us know how it's going!!
xo
Paranoid
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