Yes, I left DH (Dick Head).

I need all the prayers I can get for the strength and courage to pull through this.

DH is really a prick, self-center, righteous a$$hole. Nothing more needs to be said. I'm done.

Here's the run down of what happened...

Dh had to work today, so I got his kids up, ready and dropped off to their respective mothers. He came home in the afternoon, and literally was a cold fish to me, didn't acknowledge me. Mucked around on SS's pc, called his mother, took off. That was around 4pm. Didn't say one word to me, didn't tell me he was leaving, where he was going, etc. I of course, overheard him talking to his mother, so yes, I knew where he was.

His mother called me at about 9pm, thanked me for the gift. I tell her oh your welcome. Happy Mother's Day. She then tells me that DH just left, he's on his way home. And I respond, oh, so that's where he is? He just left without a word to me. Hasn't said anything to me all day. She paused, and was like, really? But I left it at that. He didn't come home until 930pm.

He comes in, again, no hello, nothing, hustles around the house putting some stuff away, I don't know, don't care. I'm minding my own business.

Out of no where, he approaches me, says... Can I just ask you a question? I looked up at him. His tone was not pleasant and say Yeah, what?

Why am I so disrespectful to his friends? And proceeds to ream me.

I retort back at him, What?

And he goes off about yesterday, that I "belittled" HIM in front of his friends. Which to fill you in... I didn't start the conversation, I didn't belittle DH, HIS FRIEND belittled HIM. He just happens to be taking it out on me now. And DH disrespected ME IN FRONT OF HIS PARENTS yesterday. And just rattles on some utter bullshit, the usual 'it's all my fault' canter that he's always spewing at me.

Excuse me? But I didn't start the conversation, I TRIED to drop the subject, not talk, I tried... he keeps cutting me off, and proceed to SCREAM at me...

So, I looked at him, and said... Fine. I'll solve your problem.

Went to the bedroom, packed my things, collected my laptop stuff and some odd and ends. He continues to tear me down, notch by notch, with his f#cking checklist of all these things. Because you know, I'm such a b!tch. How I can't keep friends... how he has such a good report with people... I just didn't respond, but you know it's not because people don't like me... it's because I'M AT HOME BY MY SELF AND HAVE NO ONE TO TALK WITH, moron!!! Yeah, and all his 'so called friends' don't socialize with him outside of the house, it's all through connections at work. Dumb ass.

I had a break down at Christmas, he held that over my head.

So, I left him. I don't know where my life will lead me now, but I know that I am done with a man who treats me with such disrespect and worthlessness. The sad part is that next week, would have been our 3rd anniversary.

StepMom

Man has the intelligence to change his life,
Sometimes, he just fails to use it...