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My SO is amazing, honestly he is more than I ever thought was possible to have in a relationship. So why do I keep pushing him away? We have been together for almost 3yrs. He wants to marry me. Wants to spend his life with me. But I am having problems living in the world of today. I am so happy and then I will start going from a-z of what CAN happen and then I run and push him away.
My daughter (30) loves him and his 2 kids and have accepted them with open arms.
His kids love me, are respectfully, are easy kids.
So this past weekend was my birthday. I got a lot of gift cards from family and friends...
A few of friends got me gift cards to Cheesecake Factory, so I've got like $100 worth...
So when DH saw how much I had in gift cards to Cheesecake Factory he said, "Wow...That's a lot of eating right there!" I was like sure is...I'll take you out to spend them...He said, "Cool! We can go this weekend!" I was like..."Ummm...not this weekend..." So he said..."Oh yeah...we have SD"...
Just like we've done before, because of this past wknd I'm going with the 'seperate wknds' again for a bit. It's worked for us before, I just thought we were out of the woods since the last month or so had gone ok, I was feeling hopefully even!
I was talking last night with him-and believe me I held back everything I wanted to say...I said, you know I didn't even take my kids to amusement park like I wanted to with all this that went on.
I have 3 BS, my partner & I have been together for 4yrs, but he & my eldest BS9 are always fighting, anything my bs does is wrong (according to partner) to make things worse I organized for SD9 to live with us full time(SD BM didn't want her) & everything is worse! She always gets my BS into trouble for no reason, I can't connect with her & dread the oncoming years! I love my partner but it gets all to much! Will the fighting ever end?????
DH and I have been throwing around the idea of having a child together (mostly me throwing lol). Anyway, recently I started thinking if we have a child how will he/she be treated?
We just went back to cox for our internet. We had an internet card through our cell phone company and still do. We have the option of turning it into a reg. phone line which will cut our bill by at least 50 bucks or more. Which is fine however....
I asked dh WHO he thought was going to get the phone as it was his idea to to that. He said we would talk later.
So crazy BM is taking us to court for CS even tho SS is 11 and there's never been any legal action taken before. We pay for all school clothes, winter clothes, shoes, haircuts, any sports, game systems and games, bday parties, EVERYTHING FOR SS FOR BM'S HOUSE!!!!!! And she is taking DH to court. She thinks bc SS "lives" at her house during school even tho we pick him up after school everyday and have him til 10 sometimes 11pm and every weekend that she has him more. No bitch he sleeps at your house!!! We spend all the quality time with him!!!!!
I baby sit for BM after school on her weeks (only for SS6). Today when SS6 got there he started (out of no where) in on this really weird ramble (that sounded rehearsed) about how he had a good time at BM's and he always does, it's never a bad time...ect. I really didn't listen to the whole thing. Finally was just said, good but I really didn't ask nor did I care. Then he went and played on the little computer until 4:30 when I told him to get his shoes on and wait by the door for BM.
DH had court this afternoon and the stupid ass BM LIED to the judge! Our atty ripped into that pretty quick, and stated that BM has had NO contact with thekids. BMs excuse? We were denying her contact and she had mad "several phone calls" I called bullshit on that one and whipped out the phone records. The judge looked at me lime I was an idiot and told me to "sit down" so I did and managed to keep my mouth shut for the rest of the hearing.
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