sadstepmom26's blog

Im sad. I cant stop crying. Im smiling on the outside but Im crying so bad on the inside!

Today I've seen all these posts about Step parents and how they damage the kids. Well you know today is just not the day for me to be reading this because I've really given my freaking all.

Okay, how am I supposed to deal with this kid? I've always known that she didnt want to live with us and that she'd do anything to get back to where the wild things roam.

Today I'm having one of those I hate life days. Most of it stems from SDs. This weekend we were all locked in the house due to us being sick. So I find two jars of pb open, and I'm just like wth?

Today as Im sitting here alone, Im left wondering why? Why is it that I'm always left feeling like walking crap? Talked to Dumbo Saturday morning about always being left home alone with his kids.

Today is just a really bad day for me. I havent posted in a while because I hate going back and reading what i've posted.

After some deep thought and soul searching, I have come to the conclusion that its not my sds that are my problem. Its my DH. It's all him.

Okay some of you on here are really quick witted and able to come up with quick comebacks. Im not one of those... SO my dh's ew was white. We're black. SD11 (Skinny) looks completely white.

Okay I just have a quick question and want some opinions.

So I have to go pick up grumpy and skinny yesterday after the extended holiday vacation, and it took all of 15 minutes for me to understand why this was the BEST Thanksgivign I've had in years.