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making myself crazy

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I love my husband more than life itself. However, on days like today I get so angry at him for no reason really. The skids don't come around, don't call, text, or acknowledge us at all. Exactly how I wanted after everything they've done over the years. I guess my anger toward him is, why did he not do something when he lived with them to make them respectful children. I get that he felt trapped in the marriage and didn't want to be around her, but why not teach the children how to behave and to respect him. I really wanted to love them. Now just thinking about them makes me ill.

confused and stressed

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SK say they hate me and their dad. They refuse to come here, never call, EVER, only text to say they aren't coming or to say something horrible. My husband says he loves them but its there choice. I don't want them around bc of some much that's happen, but I cant stop obsessing about it! Dad seems fine with it. I disengaged awhile back and have even decided if they come back around I'm leaving the marriage its been so bad. I have exactly what I wanted (in the beginning I wanted the Brady Bunch, didn't happen)and now im obsessing over it!